I have been wanting to update my blog from a really long
time. But the topic does need to be perfect or else there is no point. On the
other hand, sometimes talking about nothing ALSO helps. Kinda like he Pensieve
in the Harry Potter franchise. For all those Harry Potter ignorant out there
(no offense meant) it is a big bowl of plasmatic substance in which you can
take your thoughts (yup…you read it right! Thoughts!!) and place them in the
bowl. To be honest, we all need one of these babies to keep ourselves mentally
healthy!
A lot has changed since the last time I updated my “Life”.
Mostly involving all those nameless and insignificant guys I hooked up with.
Blah! Not in the least bit interesting. I worry about myself sometimes. Where
will I be 5 years from now and all those questions I have deemed boring. To be
honest, the future scares me for sure but I realize there is not a lot we CAN
do about it in spite of taking steps to DEFINE it. There are very of us who do
manage to become what they had intended to become in the first place.
For instance, when I was in my 6th grade, I knew
I wanted to be an archaeologist. But well it just wasn’t meant to be. That was
my fault. I was too lazy to study for one of my qualifying exams. Next was Law.
I just DID NOT make the cut that our country’s future aspiring lawyers
required. Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine myself to be a lawyer. It’s
funny how the dice shaping your life or career just falls into place. And now I
realize it. All my failures made me realize my calling in life. I can be
nothing BUT a journalist. That is my true calling. And you know what? I can’t
wait to start and be a thumping good journo! I‘ll get to travel the country,
meet people, make a difference and really make my mark! May turn out to be like
Robin Schbertasky! Who knows? One day I might even be a travel journalist and
go around the world!
It won’t be easy but I think I’ll get there! I have faith in
myself. Nobody knows the future and those people who do are just kidding
themselves. Let tomorrow come. I’ll be there to face it head on :D
And all you people out there, who think your life is over...nope! it is so NOT! Give yourselves a makeover in every aspect. You will never know what pieces of diamond you may find! As John Lennon once said:
Life is what happens when you are busy making other plans.
