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Well, am back...after a couple of days. Hopefully, the standard of my post will improve as I sail past through this one. I am too upset to be mindful of my unforgivable grammatical errors. Today, I am just going to narrate a story of a girl and the men in her life....ooh sounds very interesting doesnt it? Well its not! I believe this girl may have the makings of No'elle Paige, the heroine of "The other side of midnight", a famous novel by Sidney Sheldon, where she spends half her life falling in love and then plotting and winning her love back! Well, there is a slight twist in this girl's story. She falls in love and they reciprocate.....atleast they pretend to, till the time they find a more "feminine" girl, one who is trained in the art of trapping clueless, hapless men and men being none the wiser! No matter how much they say, they are smart when it comes to understanding girls, they still fall for all the tricks. All these men in this girl's life have made love to her, trapped her and just left her on her own to fend on her own. Now she has reached a point where she cannot trust any man because she knows what exactly their intentions are. No matter how much one particular man professes his love for her, she knows he is also, somewhere lying and this is not some womanly instinct... she has proof, that he has lied to her.
But the best part is she doesn't care if he has been speaking to her sworn enemies behind her back, even though its the betrayal of the first order. But she can't expect him to understand how much she hates those girl....the point is he lied. And thats where she thinks that the one year they have spent "talking" online is a lie! She hates being lied to, more than being used and she is no stranger to being used....she knows to use others , she has to be used as well. Doesn't really make the process more simple, just makes it bearable.
Well, this is the part where I say, one day she will find her man; someone who will love her and just feel how lucky he is to have her in his life....and etc. etc.
But what if her happy ending is one in which there is no-one in it? She is terrified to her soul but she'll have the strength to bear it!